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Like a fangirl

Firstly, I just want to thank everyone for their condolences. I appreciate it. I know it will be ok, so I accept that it’s not ok right now.

I miss her. I still remember the first day we got her. She was so small, and so gold, and so beautiful. She was wriggly, and nervy, and squirmy, but I loved her instantly, everyone did.

She was a great dog, and will really be missed. I don’t know if I’ll ever try to get another one.

So, right now, I’m taking a break to act fangirlish. I’m a huge James Marsters fan, especially from his days as Spike on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. … continue reading: Like a fangirl

I’m the worst sister ever!

I went through and re-optimized all the images in my Aqua theme. I had done save for web, but I got a better program to shrink them down even more.

I also changed up the CSS to make everything a bit more efficient in both my default and Aqua themes, including shrinking down the headers a bit, and adding hidden headers and links back home. (I did this intermittently over the last few days.)

And, sadly, the reviewers at Captious Pendants don’t want to review me… for whatever reason. Am I that useless? … continue reading: I’m the worst sister ever!

My Dog’s Dying

My dog is dying, and it really sucks. I’m torn really. She’s in a lot of pain, and I just think it’s unnecessary. I want her to no longer hurt. According to the vet, it’s just a matter of letting her live a painful life for however long she will, and then die, or put her down and lose her now.

I’ve had her since I was in the fourth grade, for about 11 years. The thought that she won’t be here any longer just kills me. She was bought by my father for me, she’s always been “my little baby,” but I can’t even look at her because it hurts. Does that sound cold? Cruel? I don’t handle loss very well. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been fighting with my mom for weeks now because I don’t want her to hurt any more. I was crying last night because I miss her already.

But when the vet confirmed that it was either slow painful death or euthanasia, well, now I’m torn. I don’t want her gone, but I don’t want her hurt. I didn’t want to make the decision (how could I?) so I told my mom it was up to her. … continue reading: My Dog’s Dying